My mom went for a few weeks, left me and my little brother at home, after 3 days my father came home and asked me everything, he asked me to get a rest and stop doing homework, he washed clothes, washed dishes ,bought some food and cooked for us. My bigbro did the same thing, something mother did not even do I thought that if they were cold all this time it was because they thought I was with the right person and in the safest place(mother and home), something very touching, it wasn't about the statement but the action. They care and have their own way to show it.
Bap, I lost again. Aku tidak bisa menemukan yang seperti kamu di dunia yang berhampar-hampar ini. Yang ada mereka lebih dari kamu, Bap— dan aku tidak bisa. Aku tidak bisa menyamakan pucuk pada pohon yang kami tanam. Aku takut, jika terus saja begini, rantingnya akan patah dan aku jatuh, lagi dan lagi. Ahh Bap… how’s heaven? Boleh aku ikut saja kesana di pangkuan Bap? Kami tidak membawa bunga Bap kemarin, kami membawa hati yang penuh seperti yang sudah-sudah. Aku merasa Bap sudah menunggu ya dari sana? Selamanya Bap akan hidup dalam hati kami, dalam do’a kami, dalam tulisan ini. Salam cinta untuk Bap, we miss you a lot🤍